*goodGrief*

Forever welll my life be on hold tell the moment; That the 5 lights of the blue tower glow once more.

*rolls eyes* In other words,

"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around."
Leo Buscaglia

May i just point out that today happen to be one of two things

Anti Valentines Day - i know i was like tear tear nobody loves me haha but i got a lovely flower from a loving friend(L).Props to him for being a nervous reck in the flower shop haha god that made my day :)

OR - Drum roll please..


Tell someone there're beautiful day aka random acts of kindness day - Try and flip there day by flashing your pearly whites :D


Signed, MissMeeka

My fair Lady

Miss Audrey Hepburn - Is my idol. :)

Why Are You In My Head

I was thinking does life have to be what it is? Should we sit here and except what happens to us? what is said to us? we have the power to change all of it in matter of minutes just by changing our state of mind - Am I positive? Or Am I negative? - I'm probably the queen of negativity but I am not alone. I mean well, I wasn't always this way. In the past year or so I lost love for the things I loved - I lack my motivation and confidence I once had - I lost my life and now drown myself with my thoughts, Life- you only live once. Why are there those people who always make it 10 times more difficult for you to do or say anything? To kick you when your down-

A word of advice for them: Go fuck your self.

Signed,MissMeeka

Character-

Follow up on a previous note- i'm done with it *shakes head* no girl needs frozen tears for a broken heart.

Profound Beauty

What does it mean to be beautiful? Today each female struggles to be beautiful; To get skinnier, To be taller/shorter,To have bigger smile, Whiter teeth, Nice hair(straight,Curly,Soft,long,short),To have the in clothing, A different eye color,Bigger lips, Larger/smaller breasts, Bigger butts. For what? to mold each individual into todays view of beauty. I know that it's starting to change But how often do you really see women That look like this? in a magazine - Not very often that's for sure - Why cant these women be our regular models?




That seems more realistc - These are our regular women the kind you would see going grocery shopping. - Living the same kind of lives as you and me.

As for these women - they spend long hours to look like this diets and what not.

Now, I'm not trying to be judgmental to them because they are very beautiful but it's so sad to see children to be worried about their appearance because of the media. I mean wow.. i wish i could look like that haha But for the most part it is unrealistic for some to be this. I Think that every women is beautiful in her way, it's not always about appearance - but i guess that's what it has come to. Another thing is that this adds that say we can get you skinner faster and have it not work we are being bought into this they are attacking this specific group the most influential.

So yes, What does is feel like to beautiful - To be happy with your own skin, To be able to keep your head up high and know that you are beautiful to yourself and it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks - Cause confidence is key. And to be honest... you dont want to look like her..-->


I hate to say this but she does look a malnutrition patient, Yes the outer beauty is a factor but The inner beauty glows and gives you a great power over the women who have it all in appearance and thats something that well never have.

Signed,MissMeeka

Common Roll The Dice

hello!! Let's gamble.. or not but you know it's all the same.I have been blogging with an extremely slow laptop so each letter doesn't show up for at least 34seconds, Which happens to really suck because I have to go back and fix my errors which takes even longer PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE but! Slow laptops is just unnecessary.

So anyways, I am sick with some sort of flu, I waited at the doctors office for about 3hours for them to tell me that all i need is lot's of fluids and rest.THATS it...oh my, my mother could have told me that.Anyways I happen to talk to this person we'll just call this person "The Character" mmmkay :).

Character is an unexplainable human being.I couldn't explain character in a 1000 words.Or to even explain my relationship with the character.mhm Now don't get any ideas, this is not romantic in any which way.Okay sorry I'm off topic Explanation of the character is irrelevant this far in.The character shall be for another post,I just thought i'd mention there is a character in the life of MissMeeka.

As for this post I want to let my readers (if i have any) know that i well be posting an interview on an aboriginal musician ( who happens to be my cousin lol) - It is unorthodox for me because that's not my typical posting but i wanted to know if you had any ideas for some good questions? :D

This has been a Scatter post from MissMeeka

JustalittleLove?

Did you know that love is one of the most common themes in art and music. Could really define love? Can you explain it and have your listener understand? Love is another happiness. Here is Thomas Jay Oord's definition: to love is to act intentionally, in sympathetic response to others (including God), to promote overall well-being.But yet his definition is so.. excluded to only one type of love which is to another human being. I think there is so any types of love, There is so any types of stages of love.. I believe i love you to my knowledge of what love is to me at my age.What love is to me now, may very well be absolutely different to what love well be to me when I'm 40. Can you keep someone from loving you? Can you make there fall softer?

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails"

I really love that verse.:) To my understanding love does not come easily it takes time and you feel it all around. I have not been in love,But i am young and there's plenty of time for that.Before i leave you with this my last question for the night Is love pain?

Signed,MissMeeka

PeaceSerenity

Ahh Summer Time - when my mind is at it's most loving time.Winter has it way of making everyone kinda down and couped up.Summer is around the corner! there is hope! don't loose your self just think next thing you know you'll be sitting on the beach with moonlit water to keep you company.Just you and your thoughts & the sounds of the cool water splashing against the sharp rocks. Distance sounds of music from the house across the lake.Yup, Summer is great.A time of the year to get that perfect tan - To meet that sumer fling. mhm Sounds lovely. I was just sitting here at my desk wishing I could go down to the beach lay there for hours on end just soken up the sun.This Monsertious season has all couped up inside cause it's ether too cold or too wet.Ahh northern ontario gotta love the weather :)

Signed,MissMeeka

,.LetUsMakeCake.,

February! ahh the month of love? or brutal torture for the lonely yet not forgotten group singles! I may be 15 but not getting anything from anyone not even a secret admirer just let's you down.& then you go out and buy some chocolate and or ice cream and sit at home watching romantic chick flicks.. That sounds just about right for how my V-days going to go ALTHOUGH! This valentine's day was suppose to be really special.. my plans just didn't work.But that's not why I'm writing this post! I'm talking about CAKE! :)

Yes, Cake the perfect mixture! the absolute combination, all combined to make cake.. Each ingredient perfectly crafted, mixture,stirred,cracked,poured,whipped made into a creamy delight as each molecule is destined to a perfection that not even we can reach , to slowly melt as it reaches that tender moment that we try and savor but cannot help but demolish in seconds and want more but then there comes the guilt,calories,and resentment..

otherwise known as : Love

I was curious, Does the excitement pass you by while in it - because your worried you'll lose those very moments at which you cannot bring back. The feeling you feel as you lay beside that one person- Can you feel their warmth? hear their heart beat - thumping faster and faster as you two become more in tune with each others thoughts to know that you don't have to say one word but just to know that you both feel the same yet not even together- Can you bring back those very moments by laying alone? i would say yes if you have a very productive imagination. But for the rest of us we are yet stuck with longings that cannot be fulfilled nor spoken aloud.simply known as cake.


Signed,MissMeeka