Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Somethings Can be overlooked

There they were sitting under tree. The moon light shining on the lake the stars high above them. Talking and laughing with the voices of their ancestors the foot steps of there brothers and sisters behind them. She thought What can be more perfect The first time they actually had a conversation. They sat together worried if anyone would come up to them and ruin what was going. Without realizing they really had nothing to talk about yes there was the attraction yes there was the longing that haven't been fulfilled.

They had that not knowing what the two would ever be together. she thought and thought of days like this here it was what she wanted and it was passing her by not paying attention to his handsome looks and he's speech.

Removing her natural way of thinking she was stunned star struck for he was a star to her unknowing of what he was really like what he really had in store for her. The two never really had perfect timing you think this would be a perfecting ending story for she had wrote so many endings to the romance. Had she blinded herself? Forgetting her standards but for what standard had she had? Her last relationship was with a boy who she had not really liked but only for the fact she didn't want to hurt him.

This ex of hers Took many things from her that she hadn't wanted lost. Had she been called down so many times to have not seen what true beauty she really had? She was not perfectly set for what this perfect moment could have been.This girl was never told how beautiful and nice and giving she was. She had not known anything? How could she for god sakes she was raised by slobs.This girl spends her days in her mind thinking and wishing and wondering about how things Could be. What could be is what keeps her alive. This man that she had so sweetly fallen for hadn't the heart that she needed.

He did not wont her and for why? Because he only wanted something that she could keep that she kept That separates her from the others which makes this girl "pure" He can not have this girl. She is too good for him. This girl is considered pure untouched by man. But yet she feels she has nothing. She longs to be in love she longs for these moments to last for they don't happen often. What could be of this girl? What fortune can she have? Is she worth your time. IS she worth your tears? A girl who would treat you the way you should be how every man should be treated instead of these wenches. why hasn't anyone fallen for her? She is not rude she isn't ugly she is not spoiled? What is wrong with this girl..

Why hadn't this boy taken her love. This man left her for what? For why? What have she done to deserve to be treated like nothing. He spends his days on his pass. She baffled at the fact that now she's being told shes good and wonders why doesn't he want her? Why does he tell her longs for others? This girl is everything you need. Why hadn't he given her the time to show herself to him? Why didn't he fight for her? Why hadn't he try..

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wow you must have some killer feelings going about in that brain of your's. Question? Would Her/She be you?

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Ella Mentry said...

I write from experience yes.:D